Financial Dependency SUCKS !!!

March 29, 2007 by Buzz Admin  
Filed under Uncategorized

A long week indeed, I cant even count the times I lost my temper during the past 3 days only, I am now sure that not only the IT help desk department hates me, but the HR, solutions and half the sales department want me dead. :D

But this is not what I want to talk about, I’m here to discuss another issue, which is Financial Dependency.

Back when I was in Uni. I used to get 10 JD each week as pocket money from my father, I would see my older friends who graduated and think to my self ~ they are lucky, they get to spend their own money, 200 at least, and I’m getting broke almost all the time.

As usual life proves me wrong, now I’m working, and I seriously miss those financial circumstances back in the old days, I get a good salary al7amdulillah, but I don’t get to beg my mother for money when I spent it all from day one, I don’t get to ask my father for an extra 2 JD on Thursday to go out with the guys (I can’t believe I would go out with only 2 JD’s !!!) and I for sure did not have any bills to pay back then.

When it’s the end of the month, what I take from father is a loan, not charity anymore, what I take from my mother, is gonna hunt me next month with all the things she is gonna ask me to buy.

Sigh … seriously if anyone knows a nice rich lady who is looking for a long fat blonde guy to marry, please recommend me to her !!

By the way, our dear accountant, I hope you know my blog to read this, I’m gonna make you pay for not transferring my salary to the bank today, I’m a bad sport and when it comes to this, I’m a total nut case actually, I might become as evil as simsim!! I will make sure the CEO takes a look at the porn sites you are always opening, and that he knows about all the ladies you call from the company line.

:smiley ma3o galan kaz wa bidawir 3ala 7ada yi7rigo, 2w 7ada yibee3o alkaz:

A Night from hell (True yet sad funny story)

March 21, 2007 by Buzz Admin  
Filed under Uncategorized

This is a story, a true story that I will never forget, a strange event in my life that happened to me as a child in a dark summer night, this might seem funny to people now, but back then I could only see it as a night from hell.

It was 10 in evening when I father, as usual told us to go sleep. I got into my pajamas, and went to bed like any obeying 11 year old would do, not knowing that what would happen that night will make it a night to remember.

I don’t know what happened to trigger me, things were not clear, I was not asleep nor was I awaken, but something was not right, I opened my eyes only to be surprised that it is still dark, and something else too was not right, something or someone just jumped to position him/her self behind me, still everything was unsettled in my mind on what was going on, I froze in my place until my eyes adjusted to the little light in the room. What I saw after that was an unpleasant surprise.

At the door stood my father, with a big stick in his hand, he stood still, but the sound of his breath was so load as if he had just ran a 100 miles, nothing was moving in the room, and my heart was about to join the silence for it didn’t take the amount of fear poured into it. I started to make some analysis on what had just happened, someone was behind me, and his soft breath and little movement behind me caused my whole body to freeze, even my breath was slow. On the other end of the room was my father, holding a big stick, maybe waiting for the person behind me to make his move.

I remember looking at the clock we had shining red numbers that showed 2:00 am, my eyes moved around but I didn’t move anything else, I was terrified, I didn’t want to die, as all little boys I had confidence that my father was the strongest man in the world, but what if the person behind me killed me first.

Time went by real slow, and for 3 very long hours, I stayed still, in pain, and in fear, waiting for something to happen, ten something moved, a light was on, my heart is about jump out of my chest now, I closed my eyes, opened them again only to see that there is light from the corridor, my father disappeared and my mother walking by the door to prepare her self for the Fajr prayer.

It took me another few minutes to understand what happened; I looked behind me to find the cat having a good night sleep beside my head, I looked at the door to find my fathers “dishdashih” hanged on it to dry, the fathers breathing sound was my brother who was sick with his nostrils closed, and the stick was … well I guess that was only my brain playing games.

Apparently I woke up as the cat jumped over my head to settle behind me, my brain played a mean game making me makeup things that where not there, it was a night I would always remember.

Moral of the story: if you have a cat, kill it.

Hala tag’s me

March 16, 2007 by Buzz Admin  
Filed under Uncategorized

This tag thing is getting around fast, My dear friend Hala tagged me, so here it goes, and I tag no one, fish 7ada fi bali !!!

1. My name:
Hala
2. Where did we meet?
Mahjoob, then MSN
3. How well do you know me (a lot, not so much, not at all)?
Sometimes I feel I know you, sometimes not so much.
4. When you first knew me what was your first impression?
First impression, well the first few days I didn’t like you, then afterwards I liked you alot
5. Am I shy or outgoing?
outgoing
6. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?
Inbetween, but you follow the rules more
7. Do you consider me a friend?
Ofcourse a friend
8. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?
Haloool
9. What song(if any)reminds you of me?
same song, Makanak by Bushra, and a song for Ellisa, mish thakir sho 2simha
10. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?
Helen Hunt, no specific TV show :D
11. A feature that you like about me
Extremely honest and a strong kind personality
12. A feature that you dislike about me
Nothing I dislike, but sometimes i don’t get you :d
13. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
A long life supply of Kosa ma7shi, I think you like it, and also another life suppy of icecream
14. If we spent a day together…..where would we go and what would we do?
Some where we can eat, then to the movies
15. If you could describe me in one word, what would it be?
Kind
16. What word do I say all the time?
Not a word, but you have a good collection of shy smilies I like
17. which of the posts I posted on my blog do you like the most?
Smoking you how much I hate this habbit.
18. which of the posts I posted on my blog do you like the least?
All the female rights posts, I just think women are taking things too much

We Hate You!!!

March 13, 2007 by Buzz Admin  
Filed under Uncategorized

Professionalism is something I highly respect, a friendly environment is some thing everyone appreciates, and good communication skills are not to be ignored, since they all help in the flow of work in any working atmosphere, today I had an encounter with someone who had none of the above, and here is the story.

My computer at work has been slow for the last 2 weeks, I have asked the IT Help Desk division to solve the problem like 50 times with no response, I must admit I can be the annoying type specially when I feel that I’m being ignored, or if I feel people are trying to make me do their work for them, I was very polite at first, but after a few days I started sending emails to their boss, my boss, showing up at their desks and constantly asking them to do their job on every occasion I happen to be near one of them. I then sent my boss an email telling him that until my computer is fixed, I will take 40% more time on all my tasks since the station I’m working on is not helping me do my job, and also told him that I’m not responsible for any bugs that are found in my work since I’m not enjoying the work I’m doing.

OK you are going to say: Man you are so annoying, mish la hal darajih y3ni !!!! well hear this out too, I know what’s wrong with my computer, and I can also fix it, and I can do it in less than 1 hour too, yet I refuse to do something that is not within my job description, to me it is a matter of principle, if they were busy or had no free time I would have fixed the problem myself, but all they do after 1 pm is walk around drinking Nescafe and chatting.

Today one of them came and asked me why I removed the share from a folder I keep a lot of programs in, I told him I removed it, and will not return it until he fixes my computer, to that he responded : that’s why all of us hate you !!!

You hate me! damn the guy freaking hates me :smilie fati7 tomo wa bali3 5aroof: I couldn’t help it, the very evil, hatful side of me appeared, the sarcastic mood was on, and I could not do anything about it !!

And after a very long sarcastic shower of insults, covered with sugar of course, and making a public scene out the guy to the extent that one of the guys was about to chock from laughter, my friend who hates me left, almost bursting in tears, 10 minutes later, my boss storms in, half laughing half angry, asking me what the hell I said, I told him, and told him that I will not touch the keyboard until my computer is fixed, he took me aside, asked me to leave them alone, and fix it if I can, 7alafni wi7yat al25wih balash fadayi7 !!!

So tomorrow I will fix it myself, but of course I’m in a mood to be evil, so I will be billing the IT Help Desk Division for the 2 hours time I spent on fixing it, let’s see what happens from there.

:smiliy nathil la darajih ino bido y3argil 7alo:

Nothing Here to read

March 12, 2007 by Buzz Admin  
Filed under Uncategorized

I don’t have anything to write about, everything I’m thinking about is either too personal, too emotional or too shallow, I have so much on my mind, I’m in a phase I don’t want to be in, I’m not able to organise my thoughts and I feel terribly lost.

I want something while I know it is better not to have it, and I’m slowly losing control of my strong well, my problem is that things are not coming in the right time, nor in the right place, and what’s burning me inside out is that I can find no one who could, would or should understand me.

thank God for tags, I get to update my blog with them :D

Tagged by Mais.

March 11, 2007 by Buzz Admin  
Filed under Uncategorized

1. My name.
Mais
2. Where did we meet?
Mahjoob, but did not talk then, then MSN.
3. How well do you know me (a lot, not so much, not at all)?
Not so much.
4. When you first knew me what was your first impression?
on mahjoob, you were annoying, on MSN it was a very good impression.
5. Am I shy or outgoing?
Extremely Shy
6. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?
in between
7. Do you consider me a friend?
I think I do.
8. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?
Pesse does not suite you right, I don’t know, Um al.habal maybe.
9. What song(if any)reminds you of me?
No song in my mind.
10. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?
Marooco
11. A feature that you like about me.
Honest, Shy, Extremely nice and sometimes caring.
12. A feature that you dislike about me.
You trsut people too much.
13. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
I seriously don’t know, maybe a great job, high paid, 3 hours a day !
14. If we spent a day together…..where would we go and what would we do?
Lunch & Movies … 3ala 7sabik :smilie 6afran:
15. If you could describe me in one word, what would it be?
Nice.
16. What word do I say all the time?
Not a word, but that wierd laughing smilie
17. which of the posts I posted on my blog do you like the most?
My tag :D
18. which of the posts I posted on my blog do you like the least?
Nothing, you have a nice blog.

Taged by my friend Jaz.

March 4, 2007 by Buzz Admin  
Filed under Uncategorized

1. My name.
Jasim
2. Where did we meet?
actualy I barely knew you online, so I actualy met you in the mahjoob meeting.
3. How well do you know me (a lot, not so much, not at all)?Not so much
a lot I think by now.
4. When you first knew me what was your first impression?
6an6, bas 3ala 6ool ‘3ayarit alfikra la geek :D
5. Am I shy or outgoing?
Outgoing
6. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?
Rebel
7. Do you consider me a friend?
Yes I do.
8. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?
Jaz suites you fine
9. What song(if any)reminds you of me?
that song that we kept repeating in the way back from Aqaba :D
10. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?’
No you don’t
11. A feature that you like about me.
Honest, and you are straight forward and strong personality
12. A feature that you dislike about me.Can’t find any.
pessimism
13. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
A Hatchback Golf 2007 GT with a full SONY sound system.
14. If we spent a day together…..where would we go and what would we do?
To Aqaba Again.
15. If you could describe me in one word, what would it be?
Honest
16. What word do I say all the time?
Wala 2shi :D
17. which of the posts I posted on my blog do you like the most?
the latest A Quote
18. which of the posts I posted on my blog do you like the least?
For A Second

I Tag Dima, and Mais

Childhood Flashbacks !!

March 3, 2007 by Buzz Admin  
Filed under Uncategorized

You know when a certian moment goes by, with the sun maybe in a certian angle walking in a certian street under a certian tree, and you go back to your childhood days, it goes on for a moment where you can actualy feel the old days.

Those moments are the most joyfull moments in my adult life.